Sleepy (Day 3)

Today I've only been to one group. Then I've been to breakfast and lunch but nothing else. I've just been sleeping. Now the groups are over. Should I feel guilty? Maybe. They haven't said anything to me. I just have been so tired. I don't even remember what my dreams were. I'm beginning to feel I don't need to be here but they talk about sending me to another place that isn't a hospital but that will still dole out my meds and that I'll sleep there. I need a shower. My mom might be coming for a visit later with shampoo and new clothes. I got my heparin shot. I feel like getting some more milk then getting back in bed and reading.