The same person whom I saw as a spider tried to mess with my mind tonight. He said "Hey! What are those black things in your eyes?" He said hed read a story online that was specifically about me saying my symptoms are really demons taking over my brain. When I protested that I always know when I'm hallucinating he said that he would have mesmerized me so I couldn't know. He asked if my new therapist gave me any feedback about why spiders and I said she did not. I feel he was trying to shake my grasp on reality and even though I almost lost it when I saw him as a spider I haven't since.<p>
I'm seeing him as evil now. He's an evil being that's trying to trick me and harm me and I should run fast and far.
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