I keep wondering what wouldve happened had I been hospitalized last May when I was manic. Would I have gotten a shot of Haldol or Thorazine to knock me out? Have you ever had that happen? I was locked in a small room at the psych emergency services. Thick metal door with a thick square window. I dont remember much about that except that they did bring me breakfast - always at psych ER in the middle of the night- Frosted Flakes in one of those tiny individual-serving boxes. But no Haldol or Thorazine. Pdoc said she wouldve sent me to the hospital if the seroquel hadn't worked last May for the mania. I miss the mania in a way.
Yet more research that shows that mania can be seen in the eyes!
I wrote an earlier post on the same subject but here is another study that shows the same conclusion. http://bipolarhallucidations.blogspot.com/2018/08/the-eyes-have-it.html?m=1
Bipolar & the Eyes: What Does the Research Reveal?
bp Magazine columnist and blogger Julie A. Fast discovered the connection between changes in her eyes and mania, then brought this finding to the attention of the bipolar community. What if our eyes hold the secret to diagnosis and effective treatment—or reveal an impending manic or depressive episode, allowing for early intervention? While there is anecdotal evidence that the color and shape of our eyes offer clues, related scientific studies are underway.
Eye Movement
Analysis of eye movements (EM) by eye tracking has been carried out for several decades to investigate mood regulation. More recently, researchers at the University of Franche-Comté, Besançon, France, used sophisticated eye-tracking technologies in order to differentiate bipolar depression from unipolar depression. While more research is necessary, this analysis could be a promising behavioral tool for diagnosis as well as for the assessment of medications’ effects.
Measuring Eye-Blink Rate
Dopamine, the neurotransmitter that helps control the brain’s reward and pleasure centers, can be measured by our spontaneous eye-blink rate—how rapidly or slowly we blink. To expand their research, scientists have looked to adults with bipolar as a study group, since evidence suggests a central role for dopamine dysfunction in people with bipolar. Some studies found that people exhibit higher blink rates when anticipating a reward. Researchers are also studying ways in which measuring eye-blink rate could potentially be relevant for predicting the course of mania.
Mapping Mania in the Eyes
Sometimes, it can be tricky to identify whether or not a person is in a state of mania. In an effort to uncover methods of mania detection, researchers at the Southern Methodist University (SMU) created a website and curated a collection of eye images from individuals with bipolar. Images were labeled as depressed, manic, or stable. Using technology running on algorithms, they were able to produce models detecting euphoric mania.
Retinal Photography
Researchers at Toronto’s Sunnybrook Hospital are hoping that images of the tiny blood vessels of the eye’s retina may lead to new approaches to diagnosing, monitoring, and treating mood disorders such as bipolar. “Blood-vessel problems may be one of the core causes of bipolar disorder and [retinal photography] is a very inexpensive, non-invasive way of understanding this link,” says Benjamin Goldstein, MD, director of research in Sunnybrook’s Department of Psychiatry.
Predicting the Risk
Studies have shown that retinal abnormalities were found in people diagnosed with bipolar. According to a study in Biological Psychiatry, an eye test called an electroretinography (ERG), was used to examine the retina of young adults at a high genetic risk for bipolar or schizophrenia. Participants had an average age of 20 years and had a parent diagnosed with either brain-based illness. Results revealed that in the high genetic risk group, the ability of light to activate the rod photoreceptor was “significantly reduced” as compared to the control group. This suggests that such a test may serve as an early biomarker for the risk of developing either brain-based disorder.
My friends won't talk to me. A moderator has pulled at least 7 of my posts since yesterday -maybe more. Im antsy to do MORE- anything! Serequel sucks balls. My blog is full of a million recent posts. I have no idea what my treatment team wants from me. I THINK its just to medicate indefinitely- and that feels aweful!! The meds are bad for me. I have evidence. Well you know about wanting to give your body a break. I can't stop. Im exhausted. How do I stop? I keep crashing only to start over. Seroquel does NOT take away the mania- it only makes me feel like I have the flu. This was from 5/5/19. Written while manic. I had posted many posts on a bipolar forum among others which then got taken down. This message is to a close friend.
Here are two online posts by people with bipolar disorder about the media's portrayal of bipolar people:
I HATE the vryalar commericials! Everytime I see one it gets me all fired up and my husband laughs when one comes on because I am quite comical when I am all fired up. The one where she is shopping all night and buys a ton of cameras and then the camera pans out and she is on a house of cards... then a few days later she is surrounded by packages and there's multiple cameras and equipment surrounding her... another one where she is outside yelling at someone and then inside scrounging through papers crying... AND in that one presumably when she is on vryalar her mom his helping her clean up the mess.. another CAMERA! Wtf is it with bipolar and cameras?! These ads are sexist and exaggerating. They demean mental illnesses like bipolar. They perpetuate the myth that bipolar is exclusively a women's problem-one that makes us irrational and wacky and the "typical" hysterical woman. It takes a piece of what bipolar is and makes it look nutty. It takes a piece of what mania is and makes it the defining piece of bipolar. There is no depiction of hypomania or the irritation and depression that makes you stay in bed all day with the curtains closed. There are no men in these commercials. I'm surprised they havent made a commercial with a women who sleeps around or gambles her life away-further perpetuating yet another myth about women being sl**s- since they are so interested in what they think mania is. The risk taking behaviors of bipolar when you read about it highlight sex, shopping, sleeplessness, etc. But if the people who market this crap would ever read beyond page one of a google search they would actually be able to possibly understand bipolar beyond those stereotypes and be more sensitive and show more compassion. I tell you, I dont care if this medication would completely heal everything in one dose- I refuse to even consider it after seeing these ads. SEE? All fired up!-- found on an online bipolar forum. Here is another on the same topic:
I haven't had a TV subscription in years, so thankfully I don't see any ads. I do have netflix, and even without ads I get annoyed with the stereotypes in movies, series, jokes by comedians, etc. For some reason a lot of them seem to link bipolar to homicidal maniacs and the like. Another thing I regularly see is "psychotic" being confused with "psychopathic." Also, anxiety is made into a horrible caricature where it seems like all people who suffer from anxiety are weak and incapable of keeping their own life together. There's plenty more and it annoys me to no end. This public perception is one of the reasons why I keep my issues to myself, as hard as that often is.
