These hallucinations are out of control! The voices are commanding, insistent and mean! I tell them to shut up yet they just mock me. They are almost constant. They want me to hurt myself and others! I do not want to do that, needless to say! At least Scott and Caleb have talked with me this evening and been loving and non-judgemental. I have been listening to music to distract myself. I feel like they are my fault but someone pointed out that my brain’s been through the wringer lately so no wonder it’s gone haywire.
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