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Its been a while September. They did straighten out my meds in the hospital but I also tried a few other new ones. All of them had horrible side effects like being hyper aware of my breathing and some weird movement disorder that drove me batty. I tried at least 3 new antipsychotics intil my psych nurse put me back on Zyprexa. I also am on a med because my hands shake. So now I'm settled back on Zyprexa and that's where I'll have to stay. At first when I went back on it made me drowsy but I'm used to it now. The hospital stay was mainly to iron out my meds. I was completely off Zyprexa at that time and taking that other drug that made me feel like me insides were churning. Being aware of my breathing was the worst though. Even writing about it now is hard to do because I fear that "it will come back". I couldn't not pay attention to each breath and we do breathe a lot! I am glad that is behind me now.