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My life with bipolar 1.

Wednesday, October 16, 2019

O Solitude

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Feeling depressed when I'm not really used to it is weird.  Its hard.  I have the symptoms and my pdoc says I have it but like when I am...

Lighting Depression

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I'm currently sitting in the middle of the mall having a coffee I shouldn't've spent my last 2 cents on. (Well it feels like it!...
Saturday, October 12, 2019

Accepting My Diagnosis

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If a manic episode in retrospect does not convince me, what will it take? Ive been locked in a small padded room before. They barely checked...
Tuesday, October 1, 2019

Pieces

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If someone moves my stuff- or even if I do- mentally and physically!- I can't find these things again. Pieces of paper, thoughts, my car...
Monday, September 30, 2019

Lights

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Bright lights against the dull shine of the signal post- red, now green, now yellow holding, aaaand red!  The cool air sneaks around my ankl...
Friday, September 20, 2019

Intrusive Thoughts Worse (NOT Graphic.)

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Last night I had to take extra haldol. It made me spacey/dizzy- walking funny to the bathroom and back. But, in bed I was ok, just spacey.  ...
Friday, September 13, 2019

My Mental Health History Before Bipolar

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My first time seeing a mental health professional was at age 16. I don't know if he was a therapist, pdoc or what but I know he had on a...
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